DO YOU EVER WANNA MEET SOMEONE IN PERSON SO BAD YOU GET ALL EXCITED THINKING ABOUT IT AND MENTALLY PLAN OUT A DAY EVEN THOUGH ITS NEVER GONNA HAPPEN
Like, my whole life has been spent doing that
I don’t know why but no matter how many times I see or watch the passion and death of Christ, it always give me tears and thoughts of how unfair the people were back then.
The movie, The Bible is very moving movie or maybe I just find it that way because I am more aware with what I am viewing and I have the capacity to fully understand the things presented.
But as I was watching it, many things crossed my mind.
I don’t know how to say it here but I am still pondering on them and as I watch and think of it, I realized how human He still became during His time. And I feel so sad and sorry because after being so good to them, at the end, they still condemned Him. I can’t help but to feel sad with how unfair they’ve been to Jesus. It’s just too much. You know, I was kinda envious because some of those people get to hug Him and be in touch with Him; unlike now, it’s His presence that we must hold on to. I remembered how I always wish to hug Him and feel the comfort of his presence. But I suddenly remembered my classmate in elementary once told me. “We are still lucky to live in this moment and time. Because if we lived during their time, then most probably we are also one of those who condemned and cause Him His suffering”
There are still a lot of things going on in my mind and I am still thankful that they cut the mini series tonight. Because if they still continued to show it until the part of Jesus’ passion…oh goodness. I probably won’t stop or handle my tears. I was close to crying, no, I was already crying awhile ago. Maybe because I can see the pain and how hard must it have been for Him.
I don’t know, right now I am much more thankful than any other day.